Distorted Patterns.

Not speaking in terms of graphics, but referring to my sleep patterns. I'm nearly noctournal, and trying to break it, but today something wonderful happened.

Lately, my life has just been..agh. I'm not going to complain, I have a roof over my head, food on my plate, water to drink, but it is so hard to stay positive when even one certain person in your life seems to want you to fail, or wants to nag on about things that you really have no power to control in the now. It's damn difficult to see light at the end of a tunnel, when that tunnel seems to be thousands of miles long.

Well, this morning, I had tried to sleep around 5:45 am. I tossed a bit, shut my eyes, looked out the window. Before I knew it, the sky was turning pink, and the world was opening her eyes. I took my dogs outside with and just stared out at the place where the sun was rising. The air felt so wonderful, cool, crisp. Everything was beautiful, and innocent. For the first time in my life, I forgot about where I'll be tomorrow, because at that moment, I was where I needed to be. I forgot the beauty of morning, it was great to bask in.

I'm done worrying about my future. Living in today is the only way to live. I still have my goals, but how I get there, well, I can't wait to find out.

As far as site goes.. Here's a bit of an update:
-Digital Painting Basics tutorial
-Digital Makeup tutorial
-Photoshop Actions
-Premade Stylesheets
-Makeup Swatches